Wow! Was I ever surprised, shocked and amazed! Everyone completely fooled me with the planning of this party, and I was really touched by the effort that went into it. My mom mad the great posters, Elizabeth did the shirts, Hyla donated her house - and of course Ben. Oh and Jim made the beautiful and yummy cake and T did so much - and then couldn't be there.
The shirts were so great!
My mom made the wonderful posters.And my sweet husband engineered the whole thing.My son, Marley and my mom, Suzanne. To the right is the wall where they projected video of the band all night long - it was great!
30 Seconds to Mars has made me feel younger, more vital, energetic and inspired than I have in a long time. Which is a good thing! It is what we need from our artists.

Mars Art

It is fun to be inspired by other artists. This is inspired by the music and message of 30 Seconds to Mars. I have never done a collage so focused on one color before, and you can see how challenged I was by the straight lines! Red is also a very all or nothing color - there's no half way, not really shades. I used a lot more art pieces, and had to seek different images because this had to have specific meaning, pertaining to the band. Everything has meaning and significance in some way. Some of the things I would mention, is that the very tip shows the light of a star being born and the wonderful Janus-headed stand-in for Mithra (the phoenix) comes from an old vodka ad. The bowl represents abundance, and is also the circle about which Black Elk says: "Everything an Indian does is in a circle, and that is because the power of the world always works in circles, and everything tries to be round." The red coral in the bowl evokes energy and passion. Uniting the arrow with the circle in this piece is meant to represent the coming together of the divine masculine and the divine feminine.
30STM is a band with rich symbolic lore, it is what really drew me in, and one of the things that they (strangely) share with the Grateful Dead. But with the Dead, it was drugs, divine intervention, and groupthink of a large group of creative tripping people. 30STM was started by two brothers from Louisiana, they are a little younger than I am, grew up poor and without their dad, like so many of us - point is: I can relate to them as peers. They have worked really hard to get where they are, and they express a genuine sense of gratitude that I like and respect. And they put all this thought into how to get their fans reading and exploring big ideas.

Freshly scanned artwork! For whatever reason, getting the art to the scanner (or in front of the camera) seems to take forever. But this is one of my favorites - and it might even make it to the wall one of these days! Though I am excited to be able to share - I do believe that the important thing is the act of creation and the fulfillment that it gives... even if it is not seen or appreciated by others. Like most artists, I create because I need to. This piece, which I called The Bright One, is a good example of what I love about the visual arts - color. Collage allows me to play with color, shape, and ideas in a way that is very flexible and suits my crazy life. I can start and stop whenever, and that works well for me.

Being a Fan

So recently I became a fan of a band again. This has happened to me several times now- and I am struck by how being a fan has changed. When I was a teenager we had magazines - and of course they are still there, but what I am looking at now is European material scanned and uploaded to the fan forum on the band's website. While I remember MTV revolutionizing everything, youtube has really changed the game because here I can watch footage of concerts that happened hours ago, anywhere. Also the fan made videos and the leaking via youtube really change the nature of things, with positives and negatives to consider about both. My point is, it is an exciting time to be a fan, your interest in an artist can be immediately gratified and ultimately that is going to work in favor of the artists. With memories of the Grateful Dead hotline and mailorder with your #10 envelope...we have come some distance.

Serpent Mound and Why Walmart is Bad

In Spring of 2004 we took a trip to Ohio to visit the Serpent Mound. It is the largest effigy mound in the world at 1,330 feet long. There is some uncertainty about its age, it may have been built by the Adena people who built the other nearby mounds. They built mounds all over the Ohio valley down to Mississippi from 1000 BCE to 200 BCE. Or it could have been built by the later Fort Ancient people who were in the area from 1000 CE to 1550 CE. For more information please go here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serpent_Mound
There are mound sites all over the United States, these sites are our stone circles, our Stonehenges. To learn more go here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mississippian_culture
To read about our visit to North Carolina's mound site go back on this blog! (not too far, really.)
What about Walmart? we don't shop there because we think that voting with your money is one of the few powers you have left. If you haven't heard plenty of good reasons to stop supporting them with your dollars...ok here you go - they tear up these sacred mounds to build their stores, sometimes not even as a location but just for fill dirt! Please take a moment, go here and read about this, and at the very least you will have discovered Facing South, which is a great independent news source! (based here in Durham) http://www.southernstudies.org/2009/09/wal-marts-history-of-destroying-sacred-sites.html

Has Mainstream Media Wiped Out Humanity?

Ok, I'll admit it, I'm feeling a little grumpy. But I think there is ample evidence that the major media organizations have their own agendas that have more to do with profit than the longevity of the human species. I have no doubt that they have a cast of the usual suspects to roll out when we get closer to the UN Climate Summit convening in Copenhagen in December, that will be just as opposed to addressing the climate as they are to dealing with health care.
The problem is the planet won't wait while we are uninformed for another 20 years. The planet is going to respond to the pollution, and is going to become less and less inhabitable. Many, many people will be displaced. The outer banks of NC are going to disappear, my grandchildren won't know the beaches I played on - that makes me sad, but also angry at the generations that came before me. Why didn't you protect my world? The Native Americans teach governing that includes thinking seven generations into the future - I am not sure how far our leaders can see, or what world some of them are looking at.
So, U.S. media is dead last on international hard news, and 62% of Americans surveyed didn't even know what the Kyoto Accords were, so there isn't a lot of pressure on anyone, media or politician to get this right. And even if we get it right (by agreeing to the treaty's goals cutting emissions), that is still only 50-50 chance that it will be enough to keep the planet from heating two more degrees which is all it will take to trigger runaway climate change.
I watch British TV and read press from over there, they are light years ahead of us on this issue. We need to be planning to contact our representatives about this, in the glare of whatever may be happening with health care and the rush towards Christmas (Copenhagen is Dec. 6-18) it will be very easy for this whole issue to slide under the radar.
If we don't start to deal with the climate we are going to have some very harsh health implications, so we definitely have to be concerned about both.

Fucking with Reality

I just found out that Newcastle is no longer exporting coal, in fact, they have begun importing coal. So, now if we say 'like taking coal to Newcastle" we may mean a fool's errand, but we will be using a phrase that has detached from it's real world meaning. I love language, and learning origins of expressions, and it is inevitable that things are always changing. "Sold down the river" is one I was noticing recently, it of course having it's roots in slavery.
Newcastle running out of coal though, perhaps because it has to do with finite resources, strikes me as a sad thing to happen. And one more blaring wake up call to us - it is past time to change our ways.